im so sorry kirsten
i feel TERRIBLE for getting you in trouble again kirsten….i seriously dont know what to do im so lost and sad. you just said that you’ll still wait for me if you cant talk to me for a couple years and i seriously cant wait that long…im sorry—i was a wreck not talking to you for 3 weeks and it just sucks soooooooooo much knowing i will probably never seriously get to talk to you again-i just need you to know that the past two months have been the best part of my life and i love you with all my heart kirsten and im going to wait forever to be with you again
hooray for today
yayyy i got to talk to you twice today and it was amazing like always:)_i got a new hoodie finally so im pretty happy and i found out sara is still alive too…the cat. i guess you fell asleep before you could call but im gonna stay up all night cuz you said youre gonna be alone at home all morning-im souper excited yayyyy
—btw youre not going to find out what the present is but its going to be awesome
Best Day of my Life=Febuary 2nd
yayyyyyyy i was finally able to talk to you kirsten and it was awesome-i mean besides falling off the escalator and smashing my phone and my hand, that was seriously the stupidest night me and brandon had running around the hotel because i think we had a lot of stuff we had to make up for since we missed three weeks of doing crap. oh and we found out how much preston and justin need us and vice versa(and yeah we all know how gay that sounds). but you should thank sara for the best idea ever!!!but dont ask her what it is cuz its a suprise.i miss you so much kirsten and i cant wait to talk to you again because i forgot to tell you sooo much stuff yesterday:)
i was really bored watching Filipino MTV and this song came up and they sound sorta like Interpol so i think you’ll like them—
2:48 A.M. in the Philippines or 1:48 your time:)
so i was pretty exhausted all day and i really miss being exhausted from talking to you:( but we like drove around a volcanoe island place with our cousins all day and it just really awkard because they’re souper shy-actually its like way beyond shy but we finally got home and like i wanted to go to sleep but my parents kinda made me go with brandon to do informal witnessing with some more of our cousins to the Mall of Asia which is supposed to be like the biggest mall in asia…yeah i know the name kinda suprises you huh? But theyre like just a bunch of gay guys there and its really weird and im never wearing skinny jeans here ever again lol-so then we got home like at 10:30 at night and then our aunt decides to have a famliy study and it was funny cuz brandon conducted it with like 5 of our cousins who all speak english but are to scared to say a word so i pretty much had to answer every paragraph and i really sucked at it -but im just really getting excited to leave kirsten i cant wait to talk to you idk how wer going to be able to talk but hopefully we’ll find a way…but i should go to sleep wer going out in service before the meeting tomorow - ive been listening to Fluorescent Adolescent and Mardy Bum soooo much and it just keeps making me think of you even more and…i think thats all sorry if everything seemed so random(oh btw you know how like sometimes you draw in your watchtower during the study?or is that just me cuz im really unspiritual?but ive got like the kewlest drawing ever you have to see it!)
idk what to name this so…
you know all those mushy love things you hear people say like in songs, or in movies, or maybe you might read them in book or greeting cards-for example “i just want to be with you forever” and…ok not really a good example but hopefully you get what im trying to say-that they all seem so stupid and cliche or whatever but when you actually love/like someone all that stupid stuff makes sense somehow…
so ive always wanted to see this pic that you sent me that one awesome night because its kinda from when we first started getting to know eachother—which this was a really confusing day/night because i didnt know who i was talking to but ill still never forget it because it was amazing(btw i couldnt believe you wer the one who said i was cute because i totally thought it was natalie lol)…but you just look unbelievably cute in this pic
ehm-ehm-princess-& jacqueline-just one of our cousins and her friends who like followed us around the whole time on the island
So the whole philippines smells like a mix in between fish and eggs which is pretty bad and this is just a pic of sum lol
